Shit. Vent post ahead, you can ignore, I just need to say a thing I have in myhead since too much time orz
Having friends is important. You can enjoy things more easily.
Fun is linked to creativity and productivity. It's easier to draw, to breathe too.
I have work to do in art school, but I feel like I don't like to draw now that I isolate myself.
Nothing for me, or others, I have to force me to draw, since it was always pleasure. I'm neutral about all results tho. I need to move on, to see people, to make new friends on the internet, like my old ivl friends all did.
But I'm not like that, I don't like the idea to change my "friends" like I change my socks- I think it's more loyal to stay alone, because friends are important to me and I want them to feel this way, so that's what I do until I find the right people. But I'm sick of it, 'cause it's been months and I need so many things back.
I apologies, it's never pleasant to read bad feels, but just need to express myself for a second. Didn't write all of it tho, but I'll cut it here. Thanks
at least video games are here for me h aha
if someone want to play acnl or monster hunter I'm here
Listening to: Torsteins Kvaedi - Tyr
Watching: One Punch Man